Shame on me

Unfortunately I've been neglecting my website as of late. I haven't even posted results from convention in October (I really didn't do that great anyway). I've got 2 litters in the nestbox, they're about 6 weeks old, haven't really looked them over to see if I will be keeping any. I have 5 does bred, due in February. I don't feel motivated to do anything. I have a model horse that I'm supposed to be painting for a friend as a portrait of her horse, I haven't done jack shit on it in over a year. I want to take some time off from everything, take a vacation and just drive. Where, I don't know. I'd probably head south to Kentucky, but it's too damn cold to do anything but sleep. Even if I could get the time off from work, I wouldn't be able to afford to do anything or go anywhere. I just don't know anymore.